FOREWORD
She couldn’t believe it.
Dr. Shannon Mayer sat next to her daughter, staring down at her beautiful brown hair, still unable to believe it all. It was a miracle in every sense of the word.
Ellie was leaning forward, drawing on a large piece of paper atop her mother’s desk. She didn’t know what “play therapy” was, nor could she understand that it was just the beginning of a very long recovery. To her, she was simply home.
Shannon studied Ellie’s picture. Drawing was a common technique for helping victims externalize traumatic memories and to bring them out where they could be dealt with. But it would take time. A long time. So far it had only been a week, and Shannon was still reeling from the shock of finding Ellie alive.
She had been missing for over eighteen months, kidnapped and held by a lunatic with a deeply disturbed view of the world. Someone who wanted something much more from Shannon Mayer than just her daughter. He wanted Shannon herself.
To make matters worse, Shannon and her husband had long since reached the end of their ropes. Suffering from exhaustion and depression, both were drowning in their own despair when the miracle they so desperately needed walked into their lives.
She heard a knock on the door and gently placed her hand on Ellie’s back as she stood up. She crossed the eerily silent room, with her steps making only the slightest sound against the thick, ornate carpet. When she reached the door, she glanced back at Ellie, still coloring away. Shannon’s emotions were like a series of ocean waves, washing over her again and again. Disbelief that Ellie was actually home, followed by a sudden and overwhelming sense of elation. Then came the dread of knowing what truly lay in front of Ellie: a lifelong effort to repair the damage, emotionally and mentally.
Shannon took a deep breath and reached for the door, pulling it open.
“Hello, Evan.”
“Hi,” he said, stepping into the room. He spotted Ellie at the large desk with the paper in front of her.
“Ellie, honey, look who’s here. It’s Evan.”
Ellie wore a beautiful white dress with blue and green flowers, and her hair was pulled back into a ponytail. She stopped drawing and looked up at Evan. With a smile, she quickly jumped up, trotted around the desk, and wrapped her little arms around his waist.
Evan responded by bending over and shyly wrapping his own arms around her. “Hi, Ellie. How are you?”
“Good.”
Dr. Mayer held her hand softly over her mouth as she watched the tender moment. Evan Nash was her miracle. Not just for Shannon but for her entire family. If it weren’t for him, Ellie never would have been found in time. If not for his accident.
It all began with a serious accident, seemingly common by any other standard until the young high school student began experiencing strange visions. Visions which Shannon Mayer suspected were illusions caused by a concussion during the accident. She continued having doubts even when Evan reported “seeing” strange images. It wasn’t until she tested him for herself that that she became a believer. For his sake and for hers.
Shannon eventually realized that Evan wasn’t experiencing illusions or hallucinations. Instead, he was seeing something very real. But there was something more frightening below the surface. His body was experiencing very dangerous reactions during the episodes, reactions that even now, were still trying to kill him. And as the visions increased, so did the harrowing toll it took on his body until he eventually ended up in a coma.
And yet, through it all, after recovering and even in the face of danger, Evan sacrificed it all, using his “curse” to find Shannon’s missing daughter. And find her he did.
But Evan was still in danger. The visions had not dissipated even with medication. Nor did his symptoms weaken. The drug was only masking the problem until help arrived. Help in the form of Shannon Mayer’s sister, Mary.
While Evan was in the hospital, Mary and a friend had discovered something startling. A piece of information, which gave them hope that Evan might survive after all. But that hope was resting on little more than an old medical journal and two nurses hell-bent on locating one individual reportedly to have had the same symptoms as Evan’s; twenty years before.
That person had made every effort to disappear and even managed to have himself declared dead. What he wasn’t expecting though, were the brains and tenacity of both Mary and her friend. Not only did they eventually find him…but Mary was bringing him back with her, today.
Shannon finally blinked the tears away and lowered her hand onto Evan’s shoulder as he straightened. “Come, have a seat.”
He nodded from beneath a head of straight, light-brown hair and moved away from the door, stopping next to the familiar leather chair.
After watching Ellie return to the desk to resume her artwork, Shannon turned to the teenager. “How are things?”
“Pretty good. My mom got a new job.”
“Is that right?”
“Yeah. A customer in her restaurant told her he’d been watching her and that he wanted to hire her to manage the wait staff at his own restaurant. Some fancy place in Montrose. So we’re going to look at a new apartment tonight.”
Shannon smiled warmly. “That’s great.”
“And get this, the man — his name is Mr. Friedricks — also said he has an old car he’s selling and asked if I wanted to buy it. He said I could work part-time at his restaurant to pay it off.”
“Incredible.” She was happy to see Evan excited, even for the moment. He had done so much for her. Things she would never truly be able to pay back. But it didn’t mean she couldn’t try. It would be a breach of ethics to compensate him directly. However, Glendale was a fairly well-to-do city just outside of Los Angeles, and over the years Shannon had garnered a lot of favors through her practice. She couldn’t pay Evan anything but that didn’t prevent her from making a few phone calls.
“And how are you feeling?” she asked, changing the subject.
“Better. Still healing though.”
“That’s not what I meant.”
“Oh.” He glanced over again at Ellie, her head down and a colored marker working away in her hand. “The Valium helps, but it feels like it’s wearing off. The pain is coming back.”
It was the pain that had nearly killed Evan. Or more specifically, the internal trauma that was causing it. It traced back to his accident and was the reason he had come to her in the first place. A meeting she never dreamed would result in Evan risking his life to save her own daughter.
Shannon’s expression grew serious. “Evan, I think we need to stop with the Valium.”
“Why?”
Because she had received a call from her sister that morning, she thought. A call that told Shannon she needed to see Evan as quickly as possible, and put an end to the medication.
Shannon glanced at her watch as another knock sounded from the other side of the door.
“Come in.”
Her receptionist Tania pushed open the door and looked at them both. “She’s here.”
Shannon glanced at the confused look spreading across Evan’s face. She then headed toward the door, arriving just as her sister, Mary Creece, entered behind Tania.
Her sister looked tired, but her eyes intently swept the room, looking for Ellie. When she spotted her niece at Shannon’s desk, Mary immediately frowned and began crying, holding her arms out. She dropped to her knees as Ellie jumped from her chair and ran to her, throwing herself into her aunt’s arms.
“Thank God,” Mary cried, stroking Ellie’s soft hair. “Thank God, you’re alright.”
A tall, older man stepped into the room behind Mary. His hair was thick and gray, and he was dressed in a worn flannel shirt and jeans.
Mary cleared her throat and looked up, still holding Ellie. “Sis, allow me to introduce Daniel Taylor.”
Shannon knew exactly who the man was, although he looked very different than she was expecting. Especially considering the incredible trip her sister had undertaken to find him –– a man who had gone to great lengths not to be found.
But Daniel Taylor was the only one. He was the only person who understood what was happening to Evan. He understood because he had the same unimaginable affliction.
“It’s nice to meet you, Mr. Taylor. I hear you were a hard man to find.”
Taylor shook Shannon’s hand. “Not hard enough for your sister, apparently.”
The large man smiled down at Ellie from under his thick brow. Next he turned and looked at Evan with his piercing brown eyes. “So this is him,” Taylor mused. “You’re the one who can see things, are you?”
Evan didn’t respond. Instead, he took a nervous step backward and glanced at Dr. Mayer.
Taylor followed him, stepping closer. He towered over the teenager and looked him up and down, assessing.
Evan tried to retreat further but ran into the arm of the chair.
A devilish grin slowly spread across Taylor’s face. “Relax, boy. I’m not here to hurt you. I’m here to keep it from killing you…”
